wherever you go, there you are. how many times have you run away? looked for me in a million different places? people? things?
i see you in everything. in colours, flowers, love and loss. you are in every single magnificent dream i’ve ever imagined.
wherever you go, there you are.
soon, you’ll wake up at 1am, and think about me. you’ll wonder if i still want you. you’ll text me and say “i still want you baby, after all of this.” after i’ve left, again and again. wherever you go, there you are. but this time, but this time, your stomach will entangle like two snakes. you won’t be able to dream anymore. you’ll feel the tears slip out the corner of your eyes while you’re trying to quietly sleep beside the body beside you. you’ll check your phone every 2 minutes.
nothing.
nothing.
so there you are, everywhere you’ve always wanted to be.
so there you are, words stuck in your throat.
stinging red eyes, vomit caught
.
yes, you’ll feel sick.
this is because of you.
this is because of me.
i’m not even here. i’m not even here. i am not even here. i’m not here. wherever you go, there you are. there we are.